Showing posts from June, 2016
I don't know if this has ever occurred to you.

Ever felt so betrayed and pissed at someone so close to you, that you just wanna yell at them,

but you didn't because it's pointless to tell them how much they mean to you.

Future is so damn near.

I have reached that age when i start worrying about my future. I constantly think about my future. I am about to finish my degree in a year, am i ready to go to the outside world? Will i be able to support myself?
My parents have been supporting me all my life. I have asked my parents quite a number of times if i could work at retail stores and obviously, permission denied. Instead my father would make me do some things and pay me. So yeah, i have no working experience. The only working experiences that i have are when i was working for my father, my event volunteerings and UiTM events (but i highly doubt this counts). My academic performance is okay, i guess. But what about my skills? Are they well-polished? My people skills are still rusty, that's for sure! Oh no, i'm not ready for the outside world, am i?
My job. What kind of job can i get? With no experience? Good Lord. I just want to stop depending on my parents financially, man. They have already supported me for 22 yea…

Car is home.

There are so many things i want to tell you guys. So many. Problems, updates, unfortunate events. But unfortunately, most of them are so personal that i don't feel like they should be put on the world wide web. Because you know, they remain here forever. Maybe if we meet face to face, we can talk yeah? It's frustrating for me too, you know. I wanna tell you things, but i don't know how to tell you without telling you.
I wonder what you think of me. I really do. Do you think i am a lousy writer? Do you think my life is no fun at all, because, you know, i keep talking about my studies? Why don't i talk about my relationships? What kind of movies do i like? What is my kind of lepak? Whatever your questions are, shoot. Be it anonymously or with your name. However you prefer it.
But the last question is nice. I like lepak
I don't know what your kind of lepak is. You could be going for food hunting or jamming, but i like the kinda lepak that really emphasizes on the c…