To err is human; to forgive, divine.
You've forgotten about the phrase, haven't you? I'm a human; i make mistakes. I know i was wrong. I'm guilty as charged and i admit it. I think i have gotten enough penalty to last me a lifetime. This estrangement makes me feel like a convict. I don't know how long you want me to play this game of yours. I don't think i can take it any longer.
I'm tired. I'm tired of pretending like nothing happened. I'm up for confrontations if that's what you want. If that can clear the air and we can turn over a new leaf, then let's talk. If this estrangement is normal when i get attached to someone, then i miss being alone. Those late night walks by myself, sitting in the car alone, sitting by the balcony at night reading a book, etc.
I might as well just pick up a book and start reading again. Because i'm tired of waiting for something that takes forever. If you really wanna ditch me from your life, you could just say it to my face. Do me that small favour and that'll end the waiting slash misery.