Mata kuyu, berangin..

Hari ni saya emo sikit. Meh kita borak heart to heart.

Pernahkah anda sedar bahawa kita sebagai insan ini tak pernah berpuas dengan apa yang kita ada? Kalau anda kata kata tidak, cuba ingat kembali. Takkan walau sekali pun anda tak pernah berkata "Hitamnya aku, aku nak putih macam orang putih" And if you're not Asian, you would wanna sunbathe, true? Kenapa kita ada perasaan ni, kita tak boleh nak pertikaikan. Dah namanya manusia..

Tapi apa yang kita perlu buat hanyalah mengawalnya. Kita tak payah nak kesah apa yang orang lain ada dan kita tak ada. Apa yang kita perlu kisah hanyalah, apa yang orang tak ada, kita ada. That's what i always think and that's what will make you feel special. You don't need to have someone by your side to tell you that your special, you can tell that to you yourself ;)

If you still can't let me know, i'll tell you that you're special. Siapa-siapa pun. Hamba tak kesah.

Pernah tak kadang-kadang anda terasa macam nak jadi centre of attention? Terasa macam nak paparazzi kejar dari depan, belakang, kiri, kanan, atas dan even bawah? *Erm, scratch the last one. Tak senonoh gila.* Some people are willing to kill just to get famous! Remember Mark David Chapman? The murderer of John Lennon? Kalau tak ingat atau tak tau, pegi Google kejap. Yes, he killed John Lennon of the Beatles just for popularity.

Why do you wanna be centre of attention? Because you wanna feel needed? If so, i don't know how to comment on that. But if you just wanna be looked up high and attract all the people you want, 2 words; FOR REAL? Kalau nak attention for good reason, it's okay. So before even dreaming of being a diva, analyse your reasons first.

I didn't say that i'm satisfied of what i have. Just saying what we should think about. I'm no pretty girl, no fashionista, i'm no responsible girl, i'm no talented girl nor rich girl. Hate me all you want and curse me all you want. I'm just being myself. I would rather being cursed for being myself, rather than being cursed for what i'm not, and that is a FAKE. PLASTIC. MEAN. You name it, they're all the same. If they can't accept you for who you are, just leave it. Don't be someone you're not.

Haha. I remember someone told me, "If i wanna switch my life with someone, i would wanna be you. You have everything that i want"

"Oh great. Because i wanna be invisible"-saya bermonolog dalaman


To me, real satisfaction and compliments are when they compliment the work i've done when they don't even know that i was the one who did it. I don't mind if they know that i did it later on, at least i know that those compliments are truthful and real :')


Ya tuan-tuan dan puan-puan. Kalau hamba bisa memilih, halimunan pilihan hamba. Tidak kutemui penyebab untuk menjadi tumpuan. Anda?



Makcik Shakireen
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