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Life is Full of Actors and Actresses, Agree?

Full of 'em. Really full of 'em. I just found another one. And that pig can really act! Bravo! The pig has been faking everything for the past 8 months. I've always known that i can't trust you with everything. That's why i didn't tell you everything. However, caught you red-handed, b_tch.

And as usual, i win ;)
ps: And you still haven't figured out that i know everything.      You're hanging by a thread, and the scissor is in my hand ;)      I feel good. Real good.  don't hate me for winning, .aqua.reflects.

More than Words

Saying "I love you"
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew how easy
It would be to show me how you feel

More than words
Is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
'Cause I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real

What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying "I love you"  :'(

More than words

Now but I've tried to talk to you
And make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands
And touch me
Hold me close, don't ever let me go

More than words
Is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
'Cause I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real

What…

Intervention

Assalamualaikum, everyone. My head is kinda heavy tonight. Too much in mind that i can't close my eyes and rest my mind. So to do so, I'm gonna unload the excess carriage.

Intervention or confrontation. Ever done this before? I just did. And i feel like a bag of shit. It sucks. Every effing time. I don't mind confronting people. I'm done being bullied, I was bullied through out my childhood. So now i'm kinda standing up to face all my fears. When i confront people, there's no fear at all within. Nothing. But the regrets will come afterwards when i see the face of the 'victim' of the intervention. Somehow they will show the guilt face and then, the regret dwells within. I gotta be honest. I can be a good listener but don't expect me to say a word. I'm hopeless at consoling people.

     As the 'attacker', i would only hope one thing from the victim and that is for he/she to change to a better person. Dudes and dudettes, i'm not that ev…

Emo.

I'm really emo right now. Nak carut kau straight to your face pun, ko tak nak reply text aku. I wanna turn to the one that i always do, tak boleh. Lagi few days baru boleh kot.

Tapi serious. Kalau aku ada phone dummy, aku akan lekatkan muka ko dekat phone tu and campak kat dinding sampai terbarai. Aku tak exaggerate.
Kalau aku ada phone dummy, aku memang akan buat macam tu.
Kalau kaki aku ni elok, aku dah lari berpuluh laps keliling neighbourhood aku ni.
Kalau aku ada basketball hoop kat rumah ni, aku dah dunk berpuluh kali dah.

Macam tu je la aku nak lepas geram. Sapa yang kenal aku, memang tau yang aku ni bukan jenis yang benci orang dan terus attack orang tu. Sorry la, aku bukan main attack orang. Gila immature. Aku nak tulis post ni pun dah rasa immature gila. Tapi lantak la. Blog aku kot. Yang ko gi baca sapa suruh (blame readers la pulak aku ni)

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Rumahku.

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I've taken these pictures months ago. Cuma tak sempat lagi nak upload. So since i have nothing to blog about right now, i'm gonna blog about it :)

Well, i'm not gonna write about my household, wht do i have in my house and such. I'm gonna blog about how much i love the NEIGHBOURHOOD and why i do.

When i get bored. or stressed out, i'd bring my lovey-dovey camera along and walk around my neighbourhood. I'm not gonna tell you where i live, but i ot some pictures :)

we've been keeping the authenticity of this neighbourhood, which is the pokok kelapa, pokok rambutan and some other pokoks
zaman sekarang mana ada neighbourhood yang bukan 'Kampung' yang ada ayam berkeliaran! petang-petang, angsa pun ada, tapi eden tak berani amik gambo pasal takut dikojar dek angsa!
warung pak mat. tapi masa ni dah petang sangat, dah tutup :(
a  freakishly large bougainvillea pun ada 
silver lightning
we even have christmas trees :)
and yes, we too have the inbox-filled-with-catal…

I EFFING HATE IT WHEN THIS HAPPENS

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Here Comes the Rapper. Again. +1

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Encik Caprice. Didn't have the time to take proper pictures with them. So ambik gambar curik2 pun boleh la..
Look closely.. Incase you haven't figured out who the other person is, it's Nik Irfan, the dude in Just the Way You Are Malay Remix (Puncak Angkasa)
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Awkward

Well, Splashers has a new photography project. We need a male friend to be a our model. So i put this matter up on my twitter. Tetiba ada satu company from UK ni reply aku punya tweet. Dia willing to provide a model kot. Aku macam, 'WTF?!' Kitorang nak buat benda ni untuk school project kot! Tak perlu la ko fly a model from UK, just nak ambik gambar depan rumah je! Malaysia ni takde lelaki ke apa?

Hahahahaha. Thanks for the effort anyway, i appreciate it ;)

.aqua.reflects.

Aku ingatkan tak ada orang yang lebih sengau dari Bieber in Baby, rupanya ada..

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(Yeah, Ah-Ah-Ah-Ah-Ah-Ark)
Oo-ooh-ooh, hoo yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah-ah-ah
Yeah-ah-ah
Yeah-ah-ah
Yeah-ah-ah
Yeah, yeah, yeah

[Rebecca Black - Verse 1]

7am, waking up in the morning
Gotta be fresh, gotta go downstairs
Gotta have my bowl, gotta have cereal
Seein’ everything, the time is goin’
Tickin’ on and on, everybody’s rushin’
Gotta get down to the bus stop
Gotta catch my bus, I see my friends (My friends)

Kickin’ in the front seat
Sittin’ in the back seat
Gotta make my mind up
Which seat can I take?

It’s Friday, Friday
Gotta get down on Friday
Everybody’s lookin’ forward to the weekend, weekend
Friday, Friday
Gettin’ down on Friday
Everybody’s lookin’ forward to the weekend

Partyin’, partyin’ (Yeah)
Partyin’, partyin’ (Yeah)
Fun, fun, fun, fun
Lookin’ forward to the weekend

[Rebecca Black - Verse 2]

7:45, we’re drivin’ on the highway
Cruisin’ so fast, I want time to fly
Fun, fun, think about fun
You know what it is
I got this, you got this
My friend is by my right
I got this, you …

belia berwawasan

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babun@gilababun.com :

belia berwawasan dah settle :D



isntlifeawesome :

terima kasih utk post reply ko pasal ~i flap my wings and i learn how to fly~tu. really appreciate that. terima kasih sgt999.
cuma aku nk bgtau ko, bahase ko buruk jadi pkai bi je lain kali eh 

hahahahhahahah *kejam2

anyway,

Change Terrifies Me..

Menurut pemerhatian aku, english aku makin bersepah sejak aku stop blog in english. Nak cakap pun dah terkial-kial.. So i decided to write this post in english. Kalau terselit beberapa patah perkataan melayu tu, lantak la kau..

I went for my tuition yesterday. Saw a phrase in the paper,

"CHANGE TERRIFIES ME..."
This phrase has been in my mind till this minute. I thought to myself, "Change terrifies this persona, but does it terrify me?" Yes. Changes do terrify me. For example, i hate it and will have goosebumps whenever my friends tell me that i am getting more mature now. 
My perspective on 'Maturity': To some people, being mature is a good thing. To me, it's not. Being mature means leaving my childhood and up for more responsibilities. Maturity is all about responsibility and independence. No more running and around or giggling. The world would be harsh on you. People will start saying "Hey! get real!" or "Get a life!" or "Grow up…

Kakiku Kaku.

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G'day people of the world.

 Rina rajin tulis post. Kalau ikutkan hati dia, mau taknya satu hari 3 post. Tapi kenapa recently dia tak tulis post langusung ye? Busy much?

Yup. Memang busy. Lots of things have been going. Homework, tuition, CCA (co-curricular activities). The most bizarre thing that has happened to me this week is the disability of my left leg. Had PE (tapi kita kat Malaysia panggil Pendidikan Jasmani la, kan?) on Tuesday. Main basketball. Uber excited masa tu memandangkan kaki ku telah menjadi kayu setelah lama tidak berlari. The lesson went well selain daripada asyik terbaling bola, langgar  kon-kon.

When i was hopping, trying to get back to my line, i landed on the left side of my left foot. (The side with the smallest toe). Aku pun tumbangla macam nangka busuk. When i fell, i cud clearly hear the sound of my veins, bones, nerves, etc clashing with each other. I freaked out but i didn't cry (Fuhh, selamat ke-macho-an aku). Aku pun mengerang kesakitan seperti b…