the shitty shit is just around the corner

untuk sesiapa yang tak tahu, i will be going to a camp in Perak this friday dated 10/12/2010. It's about the photography camp that i mentioned earlier.

Nervousness tu confirm la adakan. Excited pun mesti la. Anxiety pun ada pasal tak pernah pergi camp and mana tahu, situ banyak monyet suka curik barang ke, komodo dragon ke (sejak bila la pulak Malaysia ada komodo dragon)..

Another thing that i'm afraid of is laptop. Papa's supposed to give that damn laptop last year, after PMR. But takkan la nak push bapak sendiri kan. Kuang hajar namanya tu. So i gave him some space, terserah dia la bila dia nak bagi. Laptop tu memang dah ada kat rumah ni, tapi dia pakai. Disebabkan dia ni dah terlebih pakai, banyakla document dia dalam tu. Jadi bilo ese nak pakai, dio lambek nak kasi. Ese kato kem tu 10hb, dia kata okay. He doesn't know that i have to install some softwares first and get used to it. So he insisted to give me the laptop before i leave. And if i say i'm going on the 10th, he might give me at 11:59pm, 09/12. Yes.

So just now, i slow-talked with him to give me a few moments with the laptop on monday so that i can install the software. He doesn't have to clear his documents, you know. But he still won't let. Instead, he scolded me of wanting the laptop so early..

If only he could understand...

What's on my mind right now is going to KLCC tomorrow with mama, borrow her money around 3.5k to buy the laptop. Entah dia kasi entah tidak. Hish, kena susun ayat dari sekarang ni. Doa je la..

Believe it or not, my bolster is already wet right now, crying because i've been worrying sick about the freaking laptop. I don't wanna lose just because of a damn laptop!

Papa, if only you could understand that i need hours to download the softwares and i need days to get familiar with it...

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