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what am i gonna do?

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i've been thinking about my future lately.. of how dumb i am comparing to other people i feel so humiliated and i really believe in the quote
"Education is the most powerful weapon which you can use to change the world"
-Nelson Mandela
my dream is to rule the world i want to be one of the world's most influential people  or at least i wanna be influential within people around me.. i wanna score straight As in my SPM 2011 I wanna get scholarship and study my ass off so that i can contribute to my country if we as Malaysians don't, who will? Who says we can't be famous if we're in Malaysia and not in the West? i even planned to study at any private varsities during the three months break after SPM i wanna make my parents proud
main courses in my mind computer science architecture software engineering
somehow, i'm thinking of being a politician someday
But my main aim is to be a leader in any way
Martin Luther King Jr.

Heil Hitler! hahah!

hahah i really feel like Hitler right now after i've killed mosquitoes  and i could see some dead mosquitoes all over my room! wahahahha
p/s: should i grow moustache?  :)

patience is virtue

since i got straight As for my PMR last year, my dad promised me a Macbook! but till now, like the Malays say, 'habuk pun tarak!' but few weeks ago, he withdrawed some money from a bank he said he's gonna by an iMac for the use of everyone in the house and he's gonna give his Macbook to me.. i don't mind that but till now  i don't see a damn Macbook in my room and a damn iMac in the hall! it's okay.. patience is virtue, right?

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i'm unable to publish anything for these couple of days.. i'm really down lonely depressed and more lonely.. looking for someone to talk to.. but there's no one um.. give me a call if you're feeling the same, aite?
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